very specific
so what about dreams what about dreams
posted by Zosja at 11:14 AM
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
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I've had alot of bad dreams lately spurred by stress, I think. Sounda like you know exactly where you're at, I wish i knew...
nightmarish?
Yeah, two were of my husband cheating on me, so just sadness and general discomfort/heartache, the other was I was on a luxury jetliner to Japan. I was in the bar area up top, chatting away about how to get somewhere I wanted to go in tokyo, when all of the sudden the plane veers horribly to its right and makes a severe turn. I hear metal groaning, people in alarm and I find myself thinking that this can't be, I can't die, this is a joke right/ a plane malfunction, not terrorists. Then the plane lurches forward and then straight down in a nose dive. we are all seated and strapped in now, I try to turn my head towards my daughter, but I can't because the pressure of gravity keeps turning me from turning my neck to see her face. I hear her say I "love you Mamma." and I think to myself I need to say something, final word and then BOOM, I snap awake in bed and physically bolt to the sitting position. It was mentally and physically terrifying...
woah... for me the worst part would be not being able to turn my head towards someone but wanting to. one of my two recent (and only) nightmares was about that.
our lives are people we love, no wonder so much of our pain and stress are about being separated from them. the only way to be separated from a lover and the only possible way to be separated from your children - you got nightmares to show you
mine was about my ex-parner coming in my room through the balcony at night but I was not able to turn my head to see
you're all terrible chatty today. i must catchup. im on holiday. you know. time...
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